Just a stepping stone. Got $420 but can’t really spend on anything cuz i got some shit to handle before start spending on anything. So I’m just gonna save up the money for something greater. Can’t get tints yet. Can’t stock up on clothings/shoes either. I’ll probably just gonna get new pairs of piercings and possibly stock up on piercings cuz they are cheap. Can’t buy ganja yet. Honestly though, I can’t and won’t let myself depend on drugs. So I won’t bother them until I actually get some money I can waste. First I must revive my debit, create a saving account, keep at least $40 in my wallet at all time and start my own life, my ideal, the brand new life and move on. I don’t want to rely on my parents anymore. I want to start everything by myself. So I can become stronger. This work is just for money and carrier. Nothing more. I’m gonna start creating who I am and become an individual. Don’t want to rely on anything, just me. That’s my ideal. As I always thought, I am too independent compared to others. As if I was a lone wolf. Thats just how I am.